People!!! Thanx for your concern guys.. I'm alright.. Guess I'm abit like Jessie, under too much stress + abit depression mode + crazy. Guess I'm alright now.
Yesturday talked to deary for quite a long period of time. By the way, we seldom talk on the phone for more than half hour. I don't really like to talk on the phone seriously, my ear hurts. Anyway, i came to realize something after talking to deary. I'm actually not soft-hearted as most of you guys think I am towards deary. I always think I'm soft too. However, I came to a conclusion yesturday. I'm actually a girl with really really strong ego towards relationship. I seldom admit my mistakes towards deary, unless after a period of time. I don't admit mistakes on the spot. That's what made deary really really angry at times. And whenever we solved our problems, everything will be fine. Reason : Deary will explain my mistakes and tell me what he don't like me to do and stuffs. Though he's wrong at times!! I can be rather unreasonable to deary at times. E.g. Deary came to my house last night to apologize to me about somethings. However, I refused to meet him, causing him to make a U-turn back to his house. I was heartless I agree. And I really really regret. If I'm the one making the U-turn, guess I'll just burst out! Sorry dear..
At least I realize my mistakes yah? I'm still learning..
Friday (22/10/04)
Met deary at around afternoon. Supposed to have breakfast with him. But I couldn't wake up. Sorry! Anyway, went to his house to give him a surprise. Not a surprise actually. I'm at fault. Then, deary brought me to Bedok South to have fishball noodles! Damn nice worr.. Bedok really have great food. *slurps* Thanx to deary for bringing me around to eat good food (As in delicious food). We had our usual pool session at parkway after lunch. Then, proceeded to Orchard to meet sis. We had a planned dinner for our cousin. Its a belated birthday dinner.
While waiting for sis, went to try some clothes.
A halter top from font hugs :
A M)phosis top :
Didn't get them, broke recently.
We had steamboat at Marina South. I love steamboat. Yum!!
After steamboat session, we proceeded to our cousins houses at Sengkang (3 families living under the same block). Wanted to drink but everyone was so exhausted. Thus, just chat + lazed around till 1am.
Saturday (23/10/04)
Been a good girl staying at home studying. Not exactly a good girl because of the rate I'm studying. Everything just can't seem to go into my damn bloody head! I'm unbalanced!!! I need to go out on a Saturday!! Went to my grams' house though, for dinner and birdnest.
Sunday (24/10/04)
Met deary for breakfast. Yes, breakfast!! Me, waking up at 8:45am met deary at 10am @ my house. Almost died. Anyway, brought deary to a market at Ang Mo Kio Ave 10 for wantan noodles. Its a stall I always go since young. *slurps* Not as nice as it was in the past though.. *Wonder why*
Then, went parkway for pool again. Had a friendly match with deary. The person who loses 3 rounds will treat Ya Kun. I lose. Initially, its 2 - 2. The last match was really competitive. Damn! Lost! Thus, treat deary for Ya Kun. Saw Huang Lu Jiang and Quan Yi Feng (From channel U). They were like Q-ing behind me. Oh my! Their make-up were so bloody thick. Yes, both of them. And guess what Huang Lu Jiang wear? A pink tee + a pink watch + a pink sneakers. So pinky!! Anyway, they were like the central of attraction. Didn't bother them much though..
After that, went deary house for a nap before going for dinner. Deary's mum treat us of dinner at Long John Silver. Deary's mum is a very very nice person man. She's one who really think for others and stuffs. She was so afraid that I'm angry or what. Feel so funny. Initially, she hesitated in having her dinner with us. I felt that she kept trying to notice my facial expression, seeing whether I'm unhappy about it or what. So cute! Of course I offer her to join us. By the way, whenever I'm at deary's room, his mum will never never knock on the door or enter the room. She'll use her mobile to call deary's room phone. Really really nice mum he had.
Anyway, i went home after dinner. Thanx deary for the lift. Okie, better study now. Had a deal with Jessie, that we'll finish studying Chapter 6 of our Financial Management (Exams on Tues). Bye bye!!
Oh! An update on my looks now. lol.
My stupid act cute face, wear my little cousin's snowcap :